okay, i kinda have to say something....
some rumors have been going around that im homophobic (??) and i try to hide behind people, and im full of myself and that i hate you all and i manipulate you guys??????
im mean you can say what you want but let me tell you the real true me:

Hello, I am Emma i am 19 going on 20 in a few months. I am Pansexual (if you don't know what that is here is a link to the wiki page [link] I am super bad at talking to people because of my anxiety and claiming to have a disability  is not my way of shutting you guys out, I'm trying i really REALLY hard at making friends and being more social and im going to start being more social with you guys from now on this popularity kinda snuck up on me and i really had nothing to say because i was so "socially retarded" is a good way to put it. I have faith in my art, i use it as a way of expressing myself and paying homage to my favorite subject: creepypasta. man do i love creepypasta, i love everything Marble hornets, Creepypasta readers (super duper nice people btw), the Community (you guys rock :3c), the Fanart, the original art, the music, EVERYTHING. Pastamonsters is just a silly satire comic i made for shits a giggles but now im actually trying to make it have a story.
i try never to be rude, i try to spread peace and love where ever i go, i stay completely neutral in any situation involving hate because really its their problem if they hate me not mine. I love my boyfriend Snuffbomb to pieces, yes he does have a bit of a history involving a few unmentionable people (and i've had troubles with those two people as well...)  but they are in the past, and i was able to see right though the slander they engulfed him in, and saw a very hurt and damaged individual and i said "wow, i could really help this guy." and so i did <3 and I found so much more <3 ANYWAY ENOUGH ABOUT THIS LOVE EMOTION dlsfkjgdskjfg
I love music, im a complete autophile the Beatles and the Mountain goats are my top faves, along with Panic at the disco, Velvet Underground, Pink Floyd, Led Zeppelin, The Police, Ludo, Pillow Fight and many many more. xD  Im completely OBSESSED with cartoons new and old!  but the older the better. and i mean really old!! like 1920-1950's Tom and Jerry, Looney Tunes, Felix the cat (who was a major influence on my OC comickit's personality and design), Disney Animation, Van Beuren, Merrie Melodies,- you get the picture xD my favorite right now are the Rainbow Parade Cartoons (by Van Beuren Studios ) if you have a second you should check them out and see some super cool animation.
I love old movies, new movies, any movie dealing with coming of age subjects. huge Comic nut (as you can see from my name and art haha)
not a very big manga fan sorry! never was able to get that much into anime either! 'cept Cowboy Bebop hell yeah.
ART! ART??? ART. BEUTIFUL PONY ART, REALISTIC ART SURREAL ART COMIC ART ARRRRRRT <3333 ART
and that's pretty much me yea.
just wanted to clarify that if you have a problem with anything ANYTHING AT ALL that i have done, please notify me and i will correct the problem post haste! i don't want you guys to be put off by me in anyway shape of form. im very sorry if you were hurt by ANYTHING i've said in the past
love you guys! and Goodnight!

after a bunch of awkwardly adorable conversations, Suffbomb x Comickitty is now canon
abubuububu <3333

Anime Con was really really fun@ i got to meet oh my gosh i can believe she came down and met me it was so incredibly awesome we drew so much stuff and  all of it is going to be on my tumblr tonight. and we saw like 2 Jeffs, and 3 Slendermen they were all really nice cosplay.
we also so saw like 799994894349 Doctors haha
it was a really fun night i wish i could have stayed longer :c
when i got home and I talked on the phone for like 500 hours about stuff and things and i broke my belt and i got pissed.
ANYWAY
PASTAMONSERS IS COMING DON'T woRRY

I'm going to be at Anime St. Louis tomorrow, it's going to be terrifying.
i'll be there around 3 and i'm leaving at 8
it's going to be so fuckin rad

hey guys, im no longer doing commissions or art trades (unless it's some special thing x.x)


-----BUT i am taking requests!!-----

you can leave anything you want to see me draw in the comments below.
i cannot guarantee I'll actually draw it but you are welcome to leave any ideas n.n

guess what i quit pastamonsters 4 good no more comics
hurrhurrhaha

april fools
bet i fooled u.
u just got tricked

please guys as a personal preference could you not ship Ms. P or Lara with any of the canon characters.
i mean it's okay if you do, its just i don't want any fan fics or fan art of any canonxoc ship but if you really want to i'd rather you put in the description
"this character is not romantically involved with the canon character and it is entirely fan made"
im really really sorry. i just don't want people automatically calling my characters a sue because they happened to see Jeff with ms.p makin out or something. that's stupid i know but i'd just like them to seem like friends.
thank you.

anyway, finally got a job at a library!

blah blah blah.

it'd be really awesome if some one out there commissioned me.
all commissions are 7 dollars it doesn't matter what you want i'll do it.
well bedsides Canon/OC, Porn, or several people in one picture.

i'd really like to get my parents and my friend something really nice this Christmas...it means a lot to me, because they always get me stuff.
please guys i really hate asking for help but it would mean a lot.

hey, just wanted to wish everyone a happy thanksgiving out there :3
even if you're not from the US, everyone should be thankful for something!
and everyone should eat some mashed potatoes.

after i update the comic today i'll start doing commissions again :3
i do not do point commissions! and i use a paypal! sorry if that inconveniences you :'c
pretty much all you have to do is explain what you want (in a note!) and i will decide the price.
im saving up for ACEN as of now, and i'll definitely need to get train tickets and/or bus fair if i intend on getting up there.
you can pretty much request anything you want
but here is a few things i would prefer not to draw
-  rule 34
- "big" complex pictures with a bunch of people in them
- anything political
- realistic stuff
- CanonxOC
anything else is welcome! (yes even homestuck)

Alright.
I'm not going to say another word of this after i say it so listen closely guys.
I don't appreciate anyone getting into my personal business.
at all. (besides my close family and friends)
i love everyone of you guys, and a welcome the concern, but some of you guys are getting a little too close for comfort
like
it's starting to creep me out close.

i just spent a few moments kinda crying to my friend because im a pathetic sack of emotion who takes words to seriously, because of something that happened today. im not going to say what. because it's over and done with. after i make this journal.

for those of you who are concerned about me, i am very happy with my life thank you, my parents love me, i have caring friends, im so happy with my art at the moment which is a huge change because i was unhappy with it way back when i was still on page 70 something i felt unoriginal and out of ideas but it all changed a couple of weeks ago when a huge wave of inspiration hit me and motivated me to start arting again...

plus i got you guys, you guys with your tumblr messages and DA comments saying how much you like my art, do you know how much that means to me? and how fucking happy i am to have such awesome fans?my artwork is not enough to say thank you.  so i always try an make some sappy speech every now and then. xD heh/ you guys give me a reason to smile and illegitimately mean it.
and i know you'll be there for me if i ask you to, so what's not to be happy about? :3c

anyway on to more important things.
im going to feature some people-

1) Retro2D

because her character designs and stories are kick ass.

Just look at all those colors man. i love it!
you should go check out her art blog if you can!
[link]

2) raxx50
who there he's like makin a prequel to my comic.
thats pretty fucking awesome he also makes like really cool stuff like this


Here is the comic:
[link]
plus his OC is actually really awesome too:

iunno what he is but he looks pretty awesome.

3) XxLevanaxX

Like WHOA
too much awesome

StOP/ no im gonna die from the awesome

/dead
:thumb321472703:


4) skysoarer354

like dis stuff is really awesome

like whoa far out arts here


whoa.

ANYWAYYYYY
i just thought i'd feature random deviants every week or so. because i used to feature artwork in the artists comments for PM so long ago.
and i still wanna do that <3


OH ALSO
WHATS WITH THIS KID
[link]

this kid tho....

Im thinking about doing an OC cosplay week.
kinda like torture week, but less torture and a lot more OC's dressing up like things..
hm.
heads up:
anyway I'm working on the new PM page, but I'm also leaving on a trip in an hour and i'll be gone all week.
so I'm sure it'll be up some time on Sunday or Monday. sorry to keep you guys waiting.
I'm going to Iowa, to go to some fall festival thingy in Amish land. they'll be so totally rad stuff there I'm sure.

..
im not wearing pants.

i highly suggest you all go back and re-read pasta monsters.
i have revised the dialog to give a better understanding of what the story is about!
other things I've added
-Enderman's eyes are purple now
-Grinny's original name in mentioned
-Grinny's reasoning for wanting to kill jeff is understandable now
-Slenderman give a little more back story


there will be more revisions to come! ( my friend is helping me with replacing some of the dialog)  

and if you don't like the changes oh well, you can read the original comic on Smack Jeeves.

when im totally completed i will update this journal

EDIT!
the rest are up!!!

Sketch - 2$
(1$ for every additional character)
(example)



CELL SHADED color
10$ (without BG)
15$ (with BG)
(3$ for every additional character)
(example)


Line-less painting
20$(without BG)
25$ (with BG)
(10$ for every additional character)
(example)


Pixel Icons:
3$
(example)



IF YOU WANT THEM JOINTED (like holding hands) THAT'S FREE :3


NOTE ME THIS INFORMATION OR IT WILL BE REJECTED:
What kind of drawing you want (sketch flat color ect.):
Link(s) to a picture of the character(s):
Specific poses you want? :
Can I Livestream it?:
Do you like Bananas?: